Well a year ago today we found out the gravity of Dad's illness. I've been thinking about this time last year a lot. Remembering. I was at BJ's today and saw the girl who used to know Dad's brand. She even asked if I needed cigarettes today. Had to tell her that I don't need them any more and why. Funny that I was there today....Sometimes I still can't believe that Dad is gone. I miss him so much. It is hard to have no parents on this earth. Some days I wish I could just call him up and hear his voice. He was such a good listener. I miss that, you know having the one person in the world that you could go to and say anything and know that it was OK.